Tormenta

Photographer Flávio Edreira uses photography as therapy to deal with his ADHD and to better understand his internal conflicts. Tormenta (English: Storm) represents the lack of control he feels, the nightmares he is submerged in and his paralysing fear of everything tumbling into utter chaos.

Photography Flávio Edreira


Tormenta aims to show how chaos and silence affect my way of understanding and relating to the outside world. Chaos, anxiety, lack of control (lack of concentration) and noise transport me to unknown worlds, where I experience my true dreams. Whenever I try to find a certain balance, that’s when I experience real chaos.

Everything falls apart. Confined to my sensory world, I find it difficult to connect with reality. I imagine things that don’t exist, I feel paralyzed, I am restrained by fear. In my constant struggle to find an order, the only thing I can do with it is that chaos may be the norm. I live life submerged in dreams and nightmares that are like swirls that constantly spin, and almost always collide forming hurricanes, where chaos always prevails by trapping silence in the eye of the hurricane... I am constantly getting lost in the silence, my “wings” can’t fly, my legs trambles, it is hard to breath...

Tormenta was a way that I found, through my photographs, to express my feelings, my conflicts, my loneliness: my reality. I have ADHD, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, and I always tried to find a way to understand and relate to this disorder.

I chose photography, and it turned out to be a way of understanding me, from a personal point of view and also as a photographer.



“Whenever I try to find a certain balance, that’s when I experience real chaos.”



About Flávio

Flávio studied Professional Photography at SENAC-Brazil, 2014, and Narrative Photography Course, at GRISART School of Photography (Barcelona, 2018). In 2017, he moved to Barcelona, where he started working on personal photography projects. At the end of 2018 he moved back to Brazil.

To see more of his work, follow him on Instagram


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